Have you experienced being left out or the least favourite in a group?

I often experience it from time to time. The feeling of being unwanted and unloved and not being the favourite person makes me feel distant and alone.

Sometimes, I think that maybe I’m just sensitive and emotional. But why do I have to feel those specific emotions? Why do I have to be in a group who doesn’t like to be with me?

Either way, it’s just a feeling and thought that kept running in my head for a couple of days and will stop and then run again, and the cycle repeats.

I know it’s really hard to communicate online, especially as an empathetic who observes behaviors; how can I observe in chat? Hard to tell, and the interpretation will depend on how it is read and understood by a reader like me. So, as much as possible, I’m trying to slow down and understand those who thought in different angles.

But reading different books or listening to advices from different experienced people taught me that opinions of others of me shouldn’t matter. What matter most is my ow opinion to myself. Just focus on what I can control and letgo of whag I can’t.

I should stop caring what other people think, I don’t live for their approval or become someone who always pleases them. My only wish is to be love and treated right.

Also, there are times that I’m just overthinking little things. I’m just making it exaggerated, so I have to be careful about what to focus on. Baka mamaya akala ko lang ganon pero hindi naman talaga. Hormones!!