Month: April 2024

Throwback

Yesterday, I decided to change my username on YouTube because I want to make a “kimarodri” username for all social media platforms that I am using. For personal branding, consistency is essential and for other people to easily remember me. As I was about to change, I opened my YouTube account, and I saw old videos of mine. I have two shorts and one regular video. This video is like a “vlog” that I uploaded four years ago. Due to the hype of vlogs at that time and doing “Watsons Haul”, I was amazed and shocked that I did it as well. I’m an introvert, and I know that I am not confident about showing my face, recording or doing anything, haha, but I find it fun that I was able to experience “vlogging”, and I am forever grateful and happy that I did. At least I have something to look back hahaha. I also shared this with my friends, and they all laughed, and like they didn’t expect me to do that, hahaha.

Learn to Appreciate Yourself

Loving yourself is the most significant evolution. – Jennifer Phelps. This is the quote that I always look up to. Accepting and loving myself is the first step to happiness and growth. Investing in myself is the best option investment, like education, physical and mental health, developing new skills, and doing anything to contribute to my long-term well-being. Backstory These past few years, I have been struggling to appreciate myself. I lack self-love and trust. I always thought I was insufficient, couldn’t do anything good, and was always a failure. I always look down on myself, blaming and doubting that whenever I do something, even though I didn’t do anything wrong. I always seek validation and reassurance. Other people’s moods and reactions also affect how I look at myself. It’s hard to train my mind and body on what is good for me. There are times that after collaborating with colleagues, I feel so down because of “what ifs” that I overthink a lot. What if they are not satisfied with my performance and output? …

How will I overcome Impostor Syndrome?

What is Impostor Syndrome? Impostor Syndrome is a psychological occurrence or a condition of feeling anxious, doubting skills, talents, accomplishments, or not believing in oneself. Challenge Lately, I find myself afraid and anxious about my skills in the company I am now working at. There are times that my confidence are getting low just because I think I am not good and reliable enough to do the job I need to do. I know that these feelings are just in the mind. But still, I want to express it here so it won’t stay in my head. I have no one to share this kind of feeling because I don’t want to bring negative energy to others. Solution The only way I know to address this is by atomically changing my daily habits because it can impact the way neurons work, especially if the habits are repeatedly undergone. In continuing this, I know I will develop a new behavior that can change how I perceive myself.

UXR-niversary!

Today is an important day for me. I will never forget this day and cherish it for the rest of my life! Backstory I started transitioning my career during the pandemic while managing my family business. I researched and upskilled. My dream is to work in tech. Work from home with your PC/laptop and working. It’s fun and exciting because I came from a working environment that needs to be physically present, shifting, and do over time. At first, I was ok with it, but I knew this was not what I wanted. That’s the reason I pursue my dream job. I know it’s risky because I need to start from scratch again, but it’s ok. I know I can do this! When I was in high school, I was sure that I wanted a computer career. I love computers! That’s my favourite subject and the organization I joined back then. We call our group “Charle’s Babbage Club.” I don’t know. It sounds weird now, but back then, it was awesome, hahaha. Challenges After graduation, …

Investing on Skincare Products

Disclaimer: The product effectiveness I discuss in this blog is based solely on my personal experience. Remember, what works for me may not work for everyone due to differences in skin types. Always do a patch test and consider consulting a dermatologist before trying new products. I’m not liable for any reactions or results from using these products. Backstory Ever since I was in college, I have loved using skincare. I am the darkest and the not-so-glass skin in the family. That’s why it became part of my insecurities. Even though my friends told me I already have naturally clear and smooth skin, I always wanted to get my skin lighter and smoother. Challenges I struggled to improve myself because my siblings are fair, and I have a Morena skin tone. Having fair skin was considered beautiful while growing up, so I felt underappreciated. Using whitening products like glutathione and Kojic acid was popular during those times. But now, I am embracing my skin tone and putting more love on myself. Nobody can fully love me but …

Booky Bae

Life is full of unpredictable events and scenarios. I can’t tell why everything happened, but I know it is God’s will. Now I am writing because I have good news. As you can see in the picture, I received my employment ID. EMPLOYMENT ID!! 🤗 I am sharing with you that I have finally been hired and started working at Booky! I didn’t expect this to happen in my life, but for God’s plan and blessing, I knew this was all he wanted for me. When I got laid off, I cried and cried and thought, what if no company would accept me? What if I am unemployed forever? I started hating myself at that time, but things changed. I saw the job posting and wondered whether I should apply or just let it go. Thankfully, I did! Backstory My heart jumped when I received a call from HR about the initial interview schedule. I am so excited yet nervous because I know I am still in a sorrowful mode. The ones who interviewed me …